Behind closed doors
When I am behind this closed door I often experience so many different and conflicting feelings as a result of living our Fragile Life. This happens more so when I have all three at home for school holidays while Matt is at work, or even sometimes on a weekend. When I close this door to the outside world I can have such a sense of safety, comfort and relief. Somewhere I feel in control and know things will be predictable. A haven where there won't be any comparison or judgement. A place where unconditional love overflows and full acceptance resides. Sometimes where creativity and motivation can spark and a freedom and a new normal thrives. A place where I can breathe out fully and deeply. But sitting right alongside these are other feelings that aren't so positive. When I close this door to the outside world, my world can then seem incredibly small and lonely. A place where I can often feel trapped, claustrophobic and feel the need to escape. Somewhere anxiety and overwhelm fl...
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